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J E A N; D E BUFFET; ;& " M E " ;positiON i n g.

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...p i p e; &; TUBE; " L i n e s ; that "CAME; O U T; -to carry my BODy;- ;f r o m; &;

.......into ; the " BLACK; H O L E; "...of Universe;

........then; " I s h a l l B e "; ; o n the " OTHER S i D E ";

-passed intrough the black hole-,,

..t h e n ;with my; " become-PAiNT"; BODy; ..to b e P o u r e d; ;onto; TUVAL.. (& O P E N ED; - to ; t h e ; "plane "- ;b y, a; ; SPATULA-WORK..)

(not " painted with thePAiNT "; B O D y painTed b y; t h e; , painters..)

They say; J e w ReligiON; w a s; renewed; when Musl imism; w a s; ; BORN..(these are all my speculations,and deformations,of my own; that I write..4 artistic ; expand i n g s; ..nothing more..)..S O; M u s l i m i s m; had; W i n g s; and should ; fly..

...b u t ; what did; J e w s DO; w h e r e;& W H E N; " they did not even have ; HOME s "..(there w a s; NO; motherLand; to them; also; at all..)SO; t h e y; are the most; powerfull; V i o l i n ist s (for example),, i n the world..(because they L i v e; in Violin as it is the HOME L A N D; t o; t h e m..)

I n J E A N; DEBUFFET; paintings; (Ido not know if J.Debuffet; w a s; J e w..he might chose ; &Join; them; to b e in their culture>, to M A K E; their ART; as well..I can work in J e w ; STYLE; a r t ; too..)

1- there ; i s, a " SQUARE " F O R M; dominand -t-; (dominating every thinG) to every " t h i n G.."

FACE s:

BODiES; :

t h e C i T y :

...t h e r e , i s a " SQUARE; DOMiNANT " ; in a l l; these; W O RK s.. SO; t h e r e comes; the emphesis; o f t h e;

n u m b e r ; 4; (this is a true ;a " t e s t a m e n t;" ; or prediction; ; f o r; who L i v e ; in the C i t y; " in ; the 4 " .. -Modern H A S; " 4 S i d e s " ; beSides-..)

2- W e find that; BLACK is the M A i N; color..(it is not color (light) in fact..i t is ABSOLUTE; V o l u m e.. ...and that; B l a c k; is in the middle; every time..as i f; every t h i n g, has come ; o r had to go; i n to i t; -as a " Black-HOLE ";-

3- ..i n MODERM MATHEmatics; t h e r e are these (w e; had l e a r ned; too..); Venn scheme; s..H e r e; J.Debuffet; u s e s; these V e n n Schemes; every w h e r e..these L i n e s; &colors; in the sections; give a c l u e; on; what is in that; G r o u p; -or DOMAiN- (A Venn diagram uses intersecting circles to illustrate the similarities, differences, and relationships between groups. t o; s e p a r a t e; all that are melted i n tha BLACK.. ) that means; J.Debuffet; w a s; t o; u s e; MATHs; as math. could describe ; that; Black DARK; AREA; o f the A B S O L U T E.

SO; h e; accepts; t h a t; there i s a " BLACK MASS "; -melted i n- is there; -in t h e BRAiNs..- in the C i t y; culture..and if U were to eXpress; i t, ; then t h a t; t a r; -bitumen- s h o u l d; be eXpressed; as i t is; t o BE; dissolved; ; by the m e a n s ; of M O D E R N MATHEMATics..

.4- .. w h e n; C o m e; 2 ; MY; " M E "..

I s h o u l d, a d d ;    " W i n g s. "
-because I am a m u s l i m , raised i n a Muslim; Country....
(p.s.
;(although I am not religous ; it must have installed i n 2 M E; someHOW ; i n some S H A P E; any W A Y; I can a d m i t...
;4 eXample; m y; 1 PAGE; HAND Writings; a r e; meditational; and; when I Talk; to M u s l i m P e o p l e; I d e c l e r e ; my One Page writtings ; a s; they w e r e NAMAZ; (prayers) ; but a very; MODERN; o n e. .ONE; PAGE; wrting M e d i t a t i o n; leasts; 1 &a half hour..)  ; nearly e v e r y; DAY.. )

......& M u s l i m i s m; is a " r e N E W e d; J e w i s h; R E L igion " ; (d u e to my; T h i n k i n g s). , t o M E; -
.....W h e n c o m e ;   to that, ;  -tar, bitumen-   -" AS ABSOLUTE &A B S U R D; BLACK VOLUME "-
  ; that had b e e n accumulated; i n my B r a i n; as a side; effect o f; being in the P U B L i C; ; ; too, m u c h.. when I was; a child; t h e n a young M a n..(   basketball player in a club; Singer in Ankara Radio Chorus, playing child roles i n 14 different operas; Educated i n High scholl i n;the format o f; " a science-MAN ", raising Program;.. e c t. )
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.." SQUARE "; a n d; ;W i T H; t h e" 4 ";

.........b u t; evolve; i n g; ; " 2(to) ; the W i N G s " :
(my; Abstract L i n e s; DRAW; W i N G S; o n l y..)

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- not turning in circles; Like a stone; going deep i n water.i n circles ;or a m a n; i n the ; b o g. a n d M U D..-

p.s.

DEBUFFET; PAiNTiNGs; a r e, L i k e; a " square ; w e l l " ; ( i n the FORMAT; o f 4; S i d e s..that U make everything; shaped ; with 4 S i d e s..L i k e; a square ..every thing a r e ; looking L i k e; " square." Like they are multipled b y 4...) ...but ALL has been MELTED;-&nested- i n a " SQUARE; BOTTOM "; ... and they can ;b e accumulated i n " square; i s m " ; more then; they were in ; a circle.. .......... T h e n ; M A R K ROTHKO; s h o u l d t r y; t o; E m p t y; -& CLEAN- t h o s e; " SQUAREs "; -every thing filled ; i n..- -or found that; ONLY; t h e LONELy WALL s ; has L e f t; " EMTY; SQUAREs" ; o n l y; with the E m p t y ; souls; i n..

p.s. M A S S; -Matter- ; in the Concrete WALL s; o f the C i T i y ROOMs; ; h a d; a very; PURE; V i b r a t i o n; to those; w h o should; c l e a n; -& thin- t h e i r; h e a v y; ; S O U L s; that has been magnified, b y; t h e; 4 times; of t h e ; say; MODERNism ; -SQUARi s m..- - secular i s m; but then; multipled by 4 to; MAKE a " TOTAL 1."..-.(MODERNite; makes; every thing ;1/4 of t h e 1; ; a " quarter " .. with every " 4 S i d e s " of ; EVERy - THiNG..)

(I think; because; J e w P e o p l e; couldn' t have home ; and the HomeLand; -in the history-, ; they had t o; b e; in " MULTiPLE; H O M E S ".. a n d; T h e y had to; B E; MULtiPLied; b y 4; to b e; a B i g -and complate in every respect-; " " &ABSOLUTELy; TOTAL.."; ; a P e r s o n.."

... when say so; (from that ANGLE) ; MODERNiTE; i s; 4; ; to " lighten i n g and making t h i n "; attamp; to put ; " 1 TOTAL -complate T h i n g; " ; i n t o; 4 derivating; S i D E S; ;related; PARTs ; by the m e a n s; o f; the ; MODERN SCiENCE 's; ; " Relativity T H E O R y.." (predicted, b y a J e w; ,A. E i n s t e i n.. )

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.MULTiPLy; by 4 :.w e can say; J e w; can DRESS; 4 HomesON; ;all together; in ONE P e r s o n.. (4Example; a Violin; a Smokin; a perfect Home; & an adored; L A D y..simultaneously..) S O; music has to b e; these 4; even in " One Moment " ; ,,t o o.. SO; sound can; M a k e a Vision ;- or a picture- with L i g h t 's Colors; in the Music,,)..and; t h e y; a r e ; perfect;-and complate- ; M A N; ,, S O.. (SO; w e are the admirers..)

(but; i n fact; M O D E R N i t e; offers; a very; different; W A Y; and direction, -M O R E; s e c u l a r- ; 4 A R T; and; " N U M B E R; 4; M o d e r n i t e; " ;d e v i d es; b y " the 4".. w h e n; ; J e w ism; o f f e r s; to MULTiPLy; every thing; by; 4 to MAKE; every thing; perfect..or ABSOLUTE-MATTER.. (SO, SPiNOZA; -the Philosopher- was; anathema ed; ,or cursed;- out o f ; Je vism ..while he w a s; the best; student; to J e w;ism; T e a c h e r s ..........he has become to thin<, w h e n begun to live i n ; rich mans; h o m e s; with their ;daughter..i n t h e , c i t y..to t h i n; himself..

(but he ; i s ;to; create; N e w; Jew i s m, but a very modern; a t h i n; O N E..t h e n; saying; w e have a life; " and a BODy "; and; it has to b e; simple; in simetrical-b a s i c s; ; ..when reduced; to the; BODy-Structure; itself..L i k e; in ; far-east; ARTs..L i v i n g; simple i s; a r t.. and philospy; should; b e ; 4 That..

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" d e v i d e d ; by the4; " ;

" M O D E R N i T E ;FORMAT; "

..... 2 A ; CENTER;

t o u c h i n g; (devide en ing);

-2-; to t h e " 4 SiDES " o f a ; T U V AL..

4 S i d e d; WRiTing; ; L i k e; a TUVAL; h a s; 4 Sides; and -4 paintings; i n;-

from "THE A b STACT; ABSURD; ABSOLUTE; " L i N E s;.....____________________________

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to t h eMODERN ; ;" P A i N T " ;
(.....i n g ..)
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(My i m p r e s s i o n ist, period. .year 1982; 100X70 cm , made with a " KNiFE " -a spatula ; to b e used; i n impressionist; p a i n t i n g s ; instead of , a brush..- . (.tin ning; and "o p e n; ing"; t h e ; BODY, o f; PAinT; -T O; T H E SURFACE; HEAVEN PLANE S P A C E; e X t e n t - (the BODY o f Artist; i s in the; Paint; after; PASSing; inthrough t h e " BLACK HOLE " ; o f the U n i v e r s e....) )
DETAiL :

M E; " c l i m B i n G; U P;"

t h e; s t e e p ; CLiFF; (from the L a n d; of; the HE A V E N; l y; C o u n t r y..of t h e; MOTHERs)

..to t h e; t h i n g; o f the E A R T H ly; GROUND..

(..that m i g h t; b e; m y B i r t h; pictured..)

the N A M E: of this (SiDE) , s..
THE " RED LEAT H E R; -DRUM; ;with PENis; DrUMstick; ; in the CAVE; o f HE AVEN^s !.."

M E; TALKinG ; t o; the " 7" (" 3 " ; is ;i n My; ; E A R; i n that E R A..)

; and 2(to) the 3; SO;T a l k i n g; ; to "the 73 " ; .. ( -but i n fact; 7 is a upside dawned; 2; t h e r e. S O; 1, 2, 3, of Talking; i s Occuring;..there.... SO; I USED; to say; W h e n U UPSiDE-DAWN; the 2; it becomes; prussian BLUE 7;J u s t; -Neighbor-; ; N e a r;SPACE ; ; to the ; A B S O L U T E.. V O L U M E...-)

M E;with; TalKing; " 2 "; (talking 2(to) ;U ;-that U ;was ; M E; climbing UP the Cliff; in that; the MODERN 1 S i d e; a b o v e..-)

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T H E N; C O N T E M P O R A R Y-EXPRESSiON i s m; " E R A " ....

THE NAME;of this PAiNT i n g.. :i s; THE " B L A C K; B O A T"; DRiVER

M E; ; Making; a r e v e r s e; ACTiON: ; from MODERN; to CONTEMPORARy;

(as MODERNiTE; was; to ; L o a d; the L i g h t; o f the GOD' s; -&T r u e colors; of theat L i g h t;- to the ;ABSTRACT-ABSURD; L i n e s; toT h e A b s o l u t e; SPACE.. o f ; T H E " R E A L " .... ________________________________________________________________________________________________

4-... "the L i n e s; A B O V E; " , a r e ; N O T; ART WORKs.. so..

T h e y a r e ; " P i P E s; and; T U B E S;" , o f a Chemical E N G i NEER.. T h e y; ARE; P i P E s; M A D E; " 4 My B O D Y "; to B E; TRANSFERED; ;i n T O; t h e; " MASS -MATTER - M E D i U M s.; of ART..' s"

(.These lines pipe-&tube- Lines ; are put; into ; my brain..b y my drawings; as they are RATiO-SHAMEs to m y ; Body; actings..)

(they are " Domain G r o u p s "; DRAWings.. i f , I W A S; a n; ARTist; t h e n; these T U B E S; & P i P E L i N E S; -CARRYing M Y; B O D y; i n them- ;s h o u l d TAKE; the SHAPE o f THE A R T ist; that i s ME; flowing in these PiPEs..- -would b e; ARTistic; t o o..- ; being carried; i n.. pipe should take shape, due to ;what i s in i t; even w h e n ; Moving or; transfering ; MOOD; too.. i f I should; m a k e my MOVEs i n ART; M e d i u m s, t o o.. )

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T h e r e can b e ; told; an other; t h i n g. .ABSOLUTE; VOLUME; o r ; " the BLACK HOLE " ; h a s permission; to SWALLOW M E; i n.. ( W i t h; these ; PiPE- L i n e s; &TUBE s ; drawings; ABOVE ..)

S O; I C O U L D; B E; BORN; with t h e; " COLORFULLPAiNT; B O D Y "; o f Mine;

from the A n u s; o f; t h e; ; " BLACK H O L E; -the MASS-MATTER SWALLOW e r; s- ; in the Sky.." ..

T H i s; Voy a G e; W A S; A B S U R D; a s being..

..... " d e f e c e t e d; " ;

into; A R T ' s LAND; -i n to ; " the territories of the R E A L -; ; "

.......with m y; " ; B O D y.. -made of PAiNT- " ; i n t h r o u g h the; absolute Volume ;; BLACK -BODiES.. o f the U n i v e r s e..

(;not w i t h; m y; " p a i n ted " ; BODY.. this is ; to b e i n; " L i g h t; E R A "; ;

; not i n the" sound; E R A "; -of the Matter; - .. " P a i n t i n g " ; BODies; -with the sesitive feelings- .w e r e MADE; b y; humanist; &sentimental Music Composers ; i n the ART of M U S i c; alREADy..)

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D e t a i l ;from the P a i n t ing; A B O V E :

T h i s is; ....A B S U R D; A B S T R A C T; ; f r o m the " O T H E R; L A N D s; " ; -o f t h e; R E A L; o n the ; OTHER S i D E..-

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THEN W E C O M E; T O; T H E S E CONTEMPORARY;

" A T O M i C; M A T T E R; RATiO; WALL; i m p r o V i s a t i o n s "

..(that has been ; W O R K E D; in the ABSOLUTE VOLUME; o f the C O M P U T E R..)

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" 4 S i D E D " ; M O D E R N; ; O riginal; PAiNTiNG; W A S :

...a n d; i n this, " COUNTRy o f; ART " ; PAiNTiNG..

w e ca n CREATE; thousands ; o f, " ABSOLUTE; C R E A T U R E S; "

-or s a y, A N G E L S ; (a s BE i n g S);- ;by using OUR; " R A T i O s " ... " A mi G O; e s.. " ....

T h e r e is; an ; " ABSOLUTE; & ABSURD; " " N O V E L " ;

-that has OCCURED; UNTOUCHED; by the RATiO; o f the ;W i s e ; MAN;- ;

(because RATiO; ;has been PUT; into the WORK; o f; " deviding; " (DE W i D E ing) ; " the TOPiC;" -of the Painting-; into; 4 PARTs; with NO Residue..);

;AND; the " transition b e t w e e n; 4 PARTS; (4 Sides) ; is TOTALLY; A B S O L U T E..

(Using; ABSOLUTE n e s s; is the best ; instrument; to GO; i n t o; a " instanT MOMENT; " ;o f the M E N ..

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D i D; JEAN; ; DE BUFFET; & Andre Breton ;

(founders o f ; the GRO U P ; " ART BRUT. " ; Movement...)

predicted; that;

it would c o m e; to that; FAR.

.W i t h; ;

what they had

; " b e g i n " ; w i t h..

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M i n d; o f MEN;( ALL ;-every thing- has been ; i n s t a l l e d ; i n a BRAin; -that is a man with psychical Problems..with TOTAL i m p r e s s i o n s; i n..- i f ; EXPRESS E D; TOTALLY; into A R T ' s M E D i U M s; s h o u l d B E; the; ;" TOTAL-entire- -whole - A R T ' s ; P i C T U R E.. "

of course; p r o b l e m; W A S ; " the HARDest;" ; O N E. W h o could; EXpress; ALL; " the THiNGs "; ,that has been i n s t a l l e d ; i n him) ;TRUELY; (even wealty& healty; m a n; could not express; e v e y thing; even i n his/her ; totally social l i f e)..a s H E; h a s; BECOME; TOTALLY; A " O R B i T; " ; " A CLOUD o f; ; the SOUL;o f , the PUBLiC " ..

(although; they are defined; totally ; impressive ONEs; that can not eXpress; A N Y; thing; LOST; i n A B S O L U T E; ness..)

p.s.

-I WAS; G O; i n g ; to a high-class; PSYCHİatry; S e r v i c e; o f My Univercity' s HOSPiTAL; ; (HACETTEPE; U n i v e r city) in Ankara; between the years; 1980-1988; (when I was still i n Univercity; a s a basic universal -student; student; o f the U n i v e r s a l i t y.-.) .. to TALK; TO M Y;m y; incredable; Psychiatr; " LEYLA Z i l e l i;" -one hour;sessions ;in 15 days- ..(S h e; w a s; Like Freud; or J u n g; or Lacan; ;i n ;MY; country; ) ; and there w a s; a waiting , ROOM; w h e r e; M O D E R N; MASTER ; Paintings; w e r e ; ON the W A L L s.. T h e r w a s; one; o f; JEAN DEBUFFET' s ; too; ; t h e r e.

....but the M A S T E R;; (the biggest;) W O R K; there w a s; Paul G a u g u i n..' s..

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....of course; this POUL GAuGu i n; concept, i s an ; " other ..O N E.. "

....to b e; investigated, i n ; the H i s t o r y; o f ; ," t h e ART.."______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

the scar; o n his FACE; must Have been M A D E; by " a K N i F E "..(not by his W i f e)

and h i s, H e a d; is DOUBLE e d; with t h i s; C U T; on his ,c h e e k, (there occures; a n other; chin ..of an other man; " A double Face" ;- or a DOUBLE; BODy- ; ( a man; with i n the Absolute Darkness; , ; i n his EAR..)

...but t h e; M a i n CUT; that H e ; h a s; is the ;expand; o f , " this MOUTH; o f; his.." .. ..(we DO; not know; w h a t; he has talked; with his wife in France..so the c u t , of his w i f e ' s has been ; a d d e d ;as a REAL cut; to his; MOUTH..eternal..

..i s t h e r e; a BLACK; PiPE; feeding; that second; ABSOLUTE; BODy; &face ; o f his..b e h i n d ; coming; o r GOing..)

.........there i s; an OTHER; BLACK; CHiN; (the third one) very near to us; 4 the balance o f ; t h e; Flesh; BODy; o gf; h i s.

...the C U T; on his F A C E; (turning i n his short cut hair; till i t reaches; to his b r o w..) points; US; that; h e; has MADE; a BRAin Surgery; to his H E A D; 4SOME d e l u s i O N; s..c o m i n g; to his V i S O N; ;( L i k e; Van Gogh; has CUT; his E A R; in the similar; " hallucinatiONs; to open "the c a p" ); and MADE; a EXit; to; of the " BLACK; H O L E; ABSOLUTE; M A S S; l e t GO; O U T; there; e v e r y; w h e r e; in M A U R i L A N D..as DARK "; s h e dow s " (shadaw s) ,, E V E R Y ; W h e r e..

ps.

..m y; first i n v o l v e d; was ; Georges BRAQUE; ,& Wan Gogh&Gaugu i n..to begin w i t h..

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